我的一顆心

一 顆 心 一 顆 心 插 着 針

它 的 痛 苦 有 誰 問

千 支 針 千 支 針 刺 在 心

心 內 凝 着 的 血 盡 變 淚 痕

我 還 要 裝 作 我 不 打 緊

我 還 要 裝 作 更 開 心

誰 料 我 的 快 樂 只 是 謎 陣

枕 邊 珠 淚 常 浸

盡力而為

且 將 萬 千 煩 惱 事

化 作 彩 雲 天 上 飛

且 將 無 奈 化 為 翼

天 空 海 闊 任 我 飛

  昨 天 已 逝 , 明 日 是 迷

  

  面 對 今 朝 , 盡 力 而 為

Hate

Hate...

I hate, hate those who lie I hate, hate to be disrespectful I hate, hate the one's who I can't hate I hate, hate my LIFE I hate, hate to live in fear I hate, hate the dark I hate, hate to be alone I hate, hate all my motions I hate, hate being hated I hate, hate theres so much to hate  I hate this second I hate this minute I hate this hour I hate this day I hate this year I hate that i cant do anything right I hate that i cant die right now I hate that you wont die right now I hate this world I hate that i cant express my feelings I hate that i cant find the right knife I hate that im still writing this poem I hate the way I’ve messed up my life, I hate the way I cry, I hate the person I’ve become, I hate that I want to die. I hate the fact that I feel so alone, I hate the way I hide, I hate avoiding those who care, I hate that so often I’ve lied. I hate the way that I hurt myself, I hate the scars I make, I hate that people don’t understand, I hate that they think I’m fake. I hate the fact that I’m depressed, I hate that I’m so ill, I hate feeling tired all the time, I hate that I need the pills. I hate the way I feel so scared, I hate that people can’t see, I hate how I have lost myself, Quite simply, I just hate me.

是誰說 ?

是 誰 說 ?  抬 起 頭 ?  眼 淚 就 不 會 掉 下 來  。

告別有情天

" 告 別 有 情 天 , 遠 赴 無 情 各 ,

      願 為 無 情 者 , 不 作 有 情 人 。"

不再痛

忘 不 了。我 做 不 到 !  ~~~ 是 不 是 只 有 死 了, 心 就 不 再 痛 了。

東風無力百花殘

一 句 情 話 需 要 讓 你 思 胕 許 久

 要 用 深 情 醞 釀

 配 之 溫 柔 少 許

 加 上 一 瓶 勇 氣  才 能 出 口

 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

 而 , 一 句 傷 人 的 話

 在 你 情 緒 激 動 時

 不 需 幾 秒

 其 爆 發 力 遠 勝 核 彈

 更 勝 輻 射 傷 人 之 於 無 形

 能 將 柔 情 灰 飛 湮 滅

 縱 你 華 陀 再 世

 已 碎 的 心

 讓 你 今 生 難 以 挽 回

真正的愛

5歲的時候，我說我愛你,
你歪著腦袋，眨著水晶般的大眼睛，
疑惑地問我："什麼意思？"

15歲的時候，我說我愛你，
你的臉紅得像火燒，頭深深地低著，
擺弄著衣襟，你好像在笑。

20歲的時候，我說我愛你，
你把頭靠在我的肩上，緊緊地挽住我的手臂，
像是下一秒我就要消失一樣。

25歲的時候，我說我愛你，
你把早餐放在桌上，跑過來刮了一下我的鼻子說:
"知道了！懶蟲，該起床了!"

30歲的時候，我說我愛你，
你笑著說："你呀！要是真的愛我，就別下了班到處跑，
還有，別再忘了我叫你買的菜!"

40歲的時候，我說我愛你，
你邊收拾碗筷邊無表情的嘟囔著：
"行了，行了，快去給孩子復習功課去吧！"

50歲的時候，我說我愛你，
你打著毛活頭也不抬："真的？
你心里是不是巴不得我早點兒死掉。"
然後就咯咯咯地笑個不停。

60歲的時候，我說我愛你，
你笑著捶了我一拳：
"死老頭子！孫子都這麼大了，還貪嘴!"

70歲的時候，我們坐在搖椅上，戴著老花鏡，
欣賞著50年前我給你的情書，
我們已經褶皺的手又握在了一起，
那時侯我說我愛你，
你深情地望著我，
其實你那已經皺紋對壘的臉仍是那麼美麗......
爐子上的開水咕嘟咕嘟地冒煙,
溫馨的暖意充滿了整個屋子........ ......

80歲的時候，你說你愛我.
我什麼也沒說，因為我流淚了，

但是那是我人生最最快樂的日子，
因為你終于說出了那句 "我--愛--你"。
聰明的人，喜歡猜心；
雖然每次都猜對了，卻失去了自己的心
傻氣的人，喜歡給心；
雖然每次都被笑了，卻得到了別人的心
愛到如此才知深∼要回頭已遲∼
只有∼望天際∼斷腸人在天涯!

請珍惜每一天...
每天都是一個珍貴的紀念日

Why Women Cry ....

Why Women Cry....

A little boy asked his mother, " Why are you crying ? " " Because I'm a woman, "  she told him. " I don't understand, "  he said.   His Mom just hugged him and said,  " And you never will. "

Later the little boy asked his father, " Why does mother seem to cry for no reason ? "
" All women cry for no reason, "   Was all his dad could say. 
The little boy grew up and became a man,  Still wondering why women cry. 
Finally he put prayed to God who would surely know the answer.  When God responded he asked,   " God, why do women cry so easily ? "

God said : " When I made the woman  she had to be to be made special.  I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort.

I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children.

  

I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. 

I gave her the sensitivity to love her children under any and all circumstances, even when her child has hurt her very badly.

I gave her strength to carry her husband through his faults and fashioned her from his rib to protect his heart. 
I gave her wisdom to know that a good husband never hurts his wife, but sometimes tests her strengths and her resolve to stand beside him unfalteringly.

And lastly, I gave her a tear to shed. This is hers and only hers exclusively to use whenever she needs it. She needs no reason, no explanation, its hers . "

" You see my son, "  said God,

" The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair.

The beauty of a  woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart   ~ the place where love resides. "

這 個 世 界

你 ~ 迷 惘 的 眼

瞅 著 探 索 這 個 難 以 琢 磨 的 世 界

這 個 世 界，無 數 人 在 跟 你 對 話

有 的 你 喜 歡，有 的 你 不 喜 歡

喜 歡 的 留 不 住，不 喜 歡 的 逃 不 了

這 個 世 界，用 無 數 面 鏡 子 照 出 不 同 的 你

有 的 你 喜 歡， 有 的 你 不 喜 歡

你 搞 不 清 楚 哪 一 個 才 是 真 正 的 你

或 許 這 個 世 界 不 存 在 真 正 的 你

這 個 世 界 不 會 因 你 迷 惘 的 眼 而 更 弔 詭

也 不 會 因 你 堅 持 繼 續 探 索 而 更 單 純

你 儘 管 瞅 著 吧 ~ 這 個 世 界

都 市 流 星

都 市 流 星

也許，大家都被每天繁忙的生活迫得喘不過氣來；

又或者，彷彿身邊已再找不到半個可傾談的對像。

 奈何，驀然回首得來的，只有失望和嘆息；

因為，眼前的每一個人，也只是蒙著雙眼在尋尋覓覓。

他們似乎還未察覺，真正的美麗，只有用心才能看到；

真正的擁有，不能單用雙手觸摸；

真正的朋友，即使身在遠方，那份真摯的友情，卻只近在咫尺。

流星，轉眼便逝，就好像每天無數擦肩而過的陌生面孔，你能記起哪幾張？

窗外依舊車水馬龍，在瞬息萬變的都市中，

星，成為了我們間最後一道溝通的橋樑。

 希望，藉著往後的 〝流星〞，能讓我們，都同樣患有星星狂戀症的這一群，

隔著海洋，互通消息，在繁忙的都市中留一點聲 . . . . 

Lonely

寂 寞 時 誰 人 為 我 輕 輕 開 解 ？

I felt almost intolerably lonely.

Fear

Merry Christmas

~ Merry Christmas to Everyone ~

祝 大 家 聖 誕 快 樂 !!

Hard To Carry On

Sometimes when I'm alone I cry  ...

'Cause I am on my own.

The tears I cry are bitter & warm,

They follow my life but take no form.

I cry 'cause my heart is torn.

I find it hard to carry on.

If I had an ear to confide in,

I would cry among a treasured friend ;

But who do you know that stops that long

To help another carry on ?

The world moves fast,

And it would rather pass by,

Then to stop and see,

What makes one cry so painful and sad.

And sometimes I cry,

And no one else cares why  ...

何謂愛

「 在 世 間 尋 覓 愛 侶  ~  尋 獲 了 但 求 共 聚
然 而 共 處 半 生 都 過 去  ~  我 偏 偏 又 後 悔。
為 何 離 別 了  ~  却 願 再 相 隨，
為 何 能 共 對  ~  又 平 淡 似 水，
誰 人 是 我 一 生 中 最 愛  ~  答 案 可 是 绝 對 ? 」
 
這 一 段 歌 詞 寫 得 很 真 挚 細 膩，
道 盡 許 多 人 心 目 中 的 矛 盾。
不 論 男 女，當 他 或 她 長 大 後，
自 然 會 去 尋 找 自 己 的 終 生 伴 侶，
能 從 茫 茫 人 海 中 找 到 自 己 最 愛 的 人，
結 合 到 白 頭 偕 老，這 當 然 是 最 幸 運 的。但 試 問 世 間 有 幾 多 對 至 死 不 渝 的 愛 侶 呢！
在 這 個 情 慾 泛 濫 的 都 市 裏，
許 多 人 因 誤 解 而 結 合，因 了 解 而 分 開，
那 些 剛 相 識 就 愛 得 如 膠 如 漆，
通 常 都 不 會 有 好 結 果。
感 情 是 要 慢 慢 培 養 的，
要 經 得 起 時 間 考 驗，才 不 易 像 牛 奶 那 麼 容 易 變 質。
但 人 許 多 時 最 愛 的 是 一 個 人，
與 之 結 婚 的 又 是 另 一 個 人。
 
究 竟 何 謂 「 愛 」?
並 非 人 人 能 答 得 出。

鐵石心腸

鐵 石 心 腸 並 非 天 生，

而 是 從 日 積 月 累 的 生 活 經 驗 中 訓 練 而 成。

例 如 說，我 不 會 為 一 個 拖 男 帶 女，携 老 扶 幼，

把 家 中 老 少 拖 拉 出 來 同 行 乞 的 叫 化 們 付 出 同 情 心。

每 見 到 健 康 正 常 的 夫 婦 帶 着 連 串 小 孩 沿 街 討 乞，

只 覺 憤 怒，為 孩 子 可 憐，但 是 不 會 付 出 一 毛 餞，

免 得 縱 容 了 那 等 無 良 父 母。

又 例 如 說，以 前 自 己 是 個 耳 軟 心 熱 的 人，

聽 不 得 哀 求 句 語，別 人 說 了 三 分 話，

自 己 巳 動 了 七 分 情，明 明 不 合 理 的 事，

也 就 隻 眼 開，隻 眼 閉 的 由 得 它 變 成 合 理，

今 日 看 來，只 覺 荒 謬 可 笑。

一 個 人 或 一 件 事 可 以 容 忍 他 有 點 過 份，

卻 不 能 讓 他 太 過 份。因 為 有 人 過 份，

就 必 需 有 人 讓 步。容 忍 有 限 度，

讓 步 亦 要 有 分 寸，否 則 是 非 黑 白 顛 倒，

到 頭 來 不 僅 吃 虧，還 會 失 去 做 人 原 則。

到 今 天，做 人 可 以 有 自 己 一 套 了，

卻 是 經 過 連 番 風 雨，歲 月 匆 匆，

深 為 白 白 流 失 的 許 多 好 日 子 遺 憾，

而 現 在，唯 恐 再 有 損 失，

慌 不 迭 的 把 自 己 武 裝，日 後 回 首，

是 否 又 會  自 己 機 械 人 的 無 動 於 衷 而 難 過？

到 底 人 還 會 偶 然 地 浮 起 有 情 時 候。

What Happens To The Hurt

Sometimes we forget how lucky we have it.

But sometimes we realize how unhappy we are.

Some show it.

Feelings come in many forms.

We have to forget our past and move on.

But sometimes it isn't as easy as it sounds. 

Tomorrow is a brighter day,

Unless the clouds decide to make it dull again.

We can't be happy all the time.

Some people pretend to be...

But it's not possible to love everything.

Nobody likes being in an awful situation.

Why should we keep things to ourselves?

Some show feelings by writing poems.

Some show it by yelling at someone else.

Some show them by doing something stupid.

But nobody deserves to be scared to talk.

Nobody deserves to be scared to ask for help

Nobody deserves to live in fear.

Nobody has the right to really hurt someone...

But it happens everywhere,

Everyday.